Feeling lonely:

I was reading a friend's blog and became very sad that I no longer have friends who live here that I hang out with often. Most of the people I know are acquaintances but not true friends. The majority of them are pregnant too which you would think would be a good thing but they all complain too much. Not too say that I don't complain at all it's just that I also have other things to say-they don't. Also, if they complain about something that I am not experiencing then I risk my pysco-somatic-ness taking over and I will soon have that symptom just because I was thinking about it. Dumb. I don't need that. This isn't where I had intended on going with this post.

I am sad because I don't have friends. There-I've said it. I had friends, friends I thought were really good friends when one day they were just gone. They don't even pretend to be that interested when I do see them at the store or other random places. It sucks. I don't know how to change that either. I don't expect any thought from the peanut gallery on this one either because lately it seems that I am just typing to myself. No worries though.....................

Work soon-must find and assemble shoes.